Please pray for me and my family

[sagittarius]

My father died 2 years ago and i wasn't able to go home and say my goodbye. I fell into a deep depression because of this and am still struggling to this day over my loss. I recently found out that my husband has cheated on me because of my current state of mind. I am devastated. I love him very much and want nothing more than to have my family back. we are trying to work things out but I am finding it hard to forgive and forget what he did. He, in turn, says he loves me still but I feel a lot of insecurities and apprehensions about moving on. I feel so exhausted fighting for this marriage. I am growing weak everyday. I want to surrender myself to the Lord but I don't know how. I pray that He will continue to bless, guide and provide me strength to live each day as He wills. Please pray for me. help me!

In June, my husband admitted that he got his girlfriend pregnant. I was/am devastated. I thought we were gonna work it out. I don't know what to do. Everyday, I ask God to give me strength and to lessen my burden. I ask for enlightenment and guidance for me and my husband. The pain is immense. I don't know who to turn to. I'm afraid I am loosing my will to live.

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I'll pray for you sagittarius.

Just remember that GOD does things sometimes for reasons that are known only to Him. We may not understand His motives and are given tests to see how we react under the circumstances. Follow GOD's instructions to the best of your ability when making choices and decisions. He will guide you to many blessings.

Trust in the Creator of Heaven and Earth and He watch over you.

[sagittarius]

thank you.

[hockeymomx2]

Hi

I'm so sorry you're going through this. At this point it is most important for you to get help for yourself. I have been where you are and the only one you have control over is you. You should get into counseling if you can. Go to your library and check out this great book called Divorce Busting by Michelle Weiner-Davis. Most important is to read it and apply it.. Under no circumstances try to get your husband to read it. He won't understand at this point... and you need to keep this as your helpline..You need this to help you. Even if the worst happens and you are unable to work it out with your husband... (pray that won't happen) you still need to work on YOU and you need to let God heal your heart. You can't continue on with this guilt. It will eat you up.

You are in my prayers. Good luck and draw close to God and those who love Him.

Hockeymom